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Used to run a stable and live on a farm, now I am back into banking for awhile. Still have horses and love animals.  

Thursday, September 20, 2012

A shock, an overwhelming loss

Tonight is filled with sorrow and loss. Mare Girl is gone. It was sudden but caused by a serious health issue that had to have been brewing for awhile, an internal tumor or cancer. She was fine and then she wasn't and tonight everything broke loose, I had to make an immediate decision. Kylie and I were there with her when the doctor put her down. She tried to get up until the end but she couldn't. I am numb but deeply stunned at the same time. 

I loved Mare as if she were my own. It gave me great joy to let her live a good and happy life with companions and to be loved by everyone. Mare Girl was a good and gentle soul, I am a better person for having had her in my life. Mare Girl was a big strong girl but she looked so small and innocent on the ground. My heart is broken. I can say no more. 

3 comments:

  1. Awww, I am so sorry for your loss! May God be with you Carol and Kylie :(

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  2. So sorry for you and Mare Girl. A difficult decision to make, but it was done with love and care. You'll meet again over that Rainbow Bridge.
    Rose H
    x

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  3. I'm so sorry Carol. She was a beautiful soul. She'll have good companions to run with.

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